Direct Message From Spirit

Transmission From Spirit Numero Uno

One of my favorite ways to write is via asking questions to my inner most recesses. I literally ask something simple about a specific subject or I’ll just say “Tell me what you want me to know” and allow Life to do it’s thing.

If you’ve read my previous emails you’ll know that I use terms like “Life, Spirit, God, Consciousness, Divine Will etc” interchangeably as from my perspective it’s the same Force (cue Star Wars sound effects) that animates all that you see in front of you and all that you feel and experience within you.

IT IS YOU but just not in the way you think.

In reality there isn’t a separate “You” as a “Me against the world” little human but rather just the illusion that that’s happening.

I’ve had personal experiences of the small self (little personal will me) falling away at times, but I can’t claim that it’s by any means completely vacant as I still get caught up in judgment, separateness, fears, anxiety and willfulness.

All of these above mentioned states come from the illusion of separateness. They come from the IDEA (Belief) that we aren’t intimately connected with all of Life as a whole and in fact aren’t only connected but aren’t separate at all.

Our mind likes to put things into binaries like “right and wrong” or “good and bad” etc when in reality all that is is “right” meaning it exists right here and right now as the Truth of the present moment. “Right” in this context not having anything to do with morality or kindness, but “right” in its own right which means it simply IS.

Ok, now that I’ve droned on a bit and you’re probably starting to yawn let’s get to the juicy stuff. A conversation with the Source of Life. Cheers!

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Me: My heart is beating faster than normal because I want this to "go well” and I want the people to understand You and be favorable to the “little me” that wants to control and be liked to prop up its false image. Is there anything you’d like to say about that?

Spirit: What is there to do or say other than to have a good chuckle? I mean after all that’s what you were put here to do. Have fun, enjoy, feel sadness, feel shame, be excited, have your hopes dashed and then triumph over your biggest obstacle. To experience what it’s like to feel separation from me so that you can then again find me. You’ve heard of hide and seek right? That’s the game we’re playing. It is of course just a game and an illusion, but even games have their own kind of limited reality to them. Make the best of it would be my suggestion and realize over and over again until it sticks that you’re playing a game and that you can paint the landscape however you’d like to paint it and start from a blank canvas at anytime. It’s totally ok to do any and all of those things.

Me: Agreed, but it’s not always easy to have the realization that it's all just a game. It feels VERY real and can be damn painful at times. What’s the most useful way to deeply have this realization so that I can relax, flow and enjoy myself more often?

Spirit: Did I say JUST a game? It is a game, true but not JUST a game. The key is to be able to zoom in and out at will and to become more and more conscious of your ability to connect with me and be aware of where things like flow, ease, grace and joy come from. The way to do this is to want that more than you want to seek empty pleasures outside of yourself that are driven by what you’ve been taught you should want.

This always begins via the school of hard knocks if you will. Pain, struggle, feeling limited etc. You start to look at your situation for a way out of suffering because otherwise why would you ever change? You suffer because you’re an unlimited being (My essence) temporarily trapped within a limited human form and mental/emotional system so it only makes sense that you’d want to break free of that and in that is the Game of Life itself. Your biggest obstacles, suffering and challenges are literally there to show you the way out of them. To show you that it is your judgement and your belief in other-ness which keeps you imprisoned in the shackles of your own limited mental structure.

Once you begin to see this you’ll start to realize more and more and more that you’re doing it all to yourself. You’re causing virtually all of your own pain and suffering by way of your perception of things and unwillingness to surrender and let go of that which no longer serves you. Once this inner revolution of personal responsibility starts to dawn within you it will often come as frustration at first, then hope of breaking free, then belief that you can break free and finally knowing who, what and where you are (Me, of Me and contained within and communed with Me). This is the journey back home. Back to Me which is You as there ultimately isn’t Two….As weird as that sounds from the separate point of view. Your limited mind has trouble reconciling these things because well, you can’t place the unlimited into a scope of limitation.

Me: Ok, thanks for that break down now what can one DO in order to more deeply start to realize these things?

Spirit: Well the first pre-requisite as I mentioned is readiness. Having suffered enough. Knowing that you’re check mated. Until that’s happened the process is slow, painful and arduous. It was designed that way so that eventually you come to a state of readiness and sincerity to surrender your personal will to me.

Ok, that’s the foot in the door part. Once you’re there I recommend the following (try these out and feel into what works best for you):

1. Contact me consciously via prayer, asking for guidance, truly desiring My presence, putting Me first (hence the Jesus line “seek FIRST the kingdom of God”) and then follow my instructions to the best of your ability.

2. Become aware when you’re out of alignment and get back in alignment as soon as possible. You’ll usually know when you’re out of alignment because you’ll feel drained, upset, anxious or be in conflict with yourself. You can get back in alignment via conscious contact as prescribed above or also via some of what I’ll describe below.

3. Write. This one is important because like I’m doing with you here, it’ll help to clarify your deepest knowing, the obstacles in the way, your false beliefs and the messages they’re sending you on a constant bases to get you to learn the lesson so that you can transcend & release these limited versions of yourself and become less limited and eventually limitless. Stream of consciousness and asking yourself questions of substance and depth are the most useful.

4. Get Healthy. Listen to your body as it’s a Truth telling machine. The clearer your body is, the easier you’ll be able to hear my voice and weed out falsehoods. You’ll be more sensitive to bullshit and be able to more quickly align with that which works best for you. You don’t have to do anything fancy just listen and use common sense. Steer clear of poison like drugs, alcohol, negative people etc. Eat mostly whole foods. Stop eating when you’re full. Move your body (walking is simple, easy and enjoyable), stretch, take in useful information that uplifts you and feels like a “Yes” inside and add in some resistance training for good measure.

5. Lastly, again I say see the pre-requisite. On one hand you can’t force it to happen and the flowering of the desire has to happen on it’s own, but on the other hand you’re also reading this and know that’s what it takes. The faster you begin to water that seed and get more and more curious and earnest about finding a way out of your mental/emotional fuckery the faster you’ll find your way back to me. So yeah, Just Do It. Wear Nike gear if you have to to remember. 😉 That’s all I’ve got for you today. Keep it simple and most of all don’t take yourself so seriously and have a great fucking time. Cheers